Thursday, May 1, 2008
soursour numb ~ self created trouble...
haven't felt so bad for quite some time.
am i looking for trouble for myself? heading into pit?
perhaps... feelings are so hard to control. when it comes, no matter how much you wan to stop it tots just ran thru your mind.
y lead on when ya unsure?
y make urself fall when u know u shouldnt?
y did you do it when u know its wrong?
thousands of why...
but who has the answer but yourself... =(
haven't felt so bad for quite some time.
am i looking for trouble for myself? heading into pit?
perhaps... feelings are so hard to control. when it comes, no matter how much you wan to stop it tots just ran thru your mind.
y lead on when ya unsure?
y make urself fall when u know u shouldnt?
y did you do it when u know its wrong?
thousands of why...
but who has the answer but yourself... =(
am i really fine? i would hope so too...
that i am fine...
do u take it that i am really fine?
u say u are not, is it really true?
or just a spur of mind that u might be missing a source of comfort?
could it be that what we are saying are meant the other way round?
what we could have been, 1:30 AM.
