Tuesday, September 30, 2008
one down
yup yup had the first mid term paper for this sem. not too bad or as bad as expected i would say. but i'm sure there bound to be ppl who can really score well tis time round. gd or bad still unknown. just hope its relative thruout the class.next up will be mkt research paper as well as the chinese new watch presentation. went ice cold b for the very first time today aft our paper. was fun hanging out with the bunch, joking abt anything we could think of aft the taxing paper. coming up: sunday- sentosa (hoping its not going to rain, and all can make it!)tuesday- settlers cafe @smu (finally going back to sch during mid term break but not for work but play)
what we could have been, 10:50 AM.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
mid terms
yupyup..
midterms coming and i gotta bury myself with notes and books oredi.
so much tat has happened just make me realise how sensitive a girl can be and how ignorant guys are.. not in the bad way but ya they are just two different animals on earth. yesyes i understand and do agree with the man are from mars and woman are from venus analogy. seeing and hearing abt things not concerning me do help me in a way. learning from other's mistakes and foolishness...mmmm... life....
what we could have been, 6:54 AM.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Justin off for xchange
the last person leaving for exchange is gone! no more of sending ppl off for this sem.. i have completed my mod SendingOff101.was a sight tat day when sending him off. to my surprise, i see justin avoiding midori. so all along wad most of us tot wasnt as true. well, wad can i say... we've to be a girl with a little more pride ya. no pt giving in urself so much when the guy isnt interested and worst, avoiding. it might not be that they wanna conciously hurt ya, but deep in ya, u are deeply hurt...
anyway all the recents happenings actually change my perception of a few ppl...
yixia is really fun to be with.. becos of her, i agreed to go gym... shall keep it up and make it a continuous thing to do everyweek. hui might not be wad i tot to be... she actually quite nice too de. shall be nicer to this ppl and be fren them like any other frens... and justin... stop flirting "conciously unknowingly"... haha... shall not say stop or rather think u should reduce and filter... else ya gonna go around hurting more.
okie dokie.. tats all for now! below for the fotos...




what we could have been, 11:03 AM.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
convinced or are you not?
today shall be the day.. tmr i shall wake up forgetting all that has happened. live a new inner life! =) i'm really naive to be bothered abt all tat all this while. just dun feel good when it's just so normal... too normal tat i find it so unbearable and uncomfortable... meeting up with the girls on Friday... well, next week is the mid term testsss week! two test and a news update presentation. gotta be in sch on sat for some talk and mugging with the guys after tat. keep my finger cross and hope that the paper's not gonna be too tough! shall meet up with changs one of these days again for movie.. not forgetting my free "My Sassy Girl" movie ticket...oh ya.. received a call from joyce who's in taiwan right now. she doesnt seems to be enjoying herself over there. nothing much for her to do other than sch and occassional outings with her roommates and some smu student who are on exchange at NTU over there. hope things get better for her in time to come. let her meet some cute outgoing frens whom she can spend time with. =)brother will be back on Friday!! so fast... just two more days...
what we could have been, 6:13 PM.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
drawing nearer
man...
messy is the word to describe how i feel now. tis is no good. control control should just control myself. just a few more days to go. i would be fine then... will i be missing out all.. will it all get better in time... i hope...
updates: went for shili's guitar concert at the esplanade yesterday... not too bad but was kinda short. good thing for the rest of them esp justin who's falling asleep after staying up the whole nite before.
went for dinner at shokudo and coffee at gloria thereafter... nice weekend chill out...
what we could have been, 7:37 PM.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
soonsoon
dun exactly know how i feel now..y does the feeling comes and goes so easily. i know time will heal. but its all about hiding away and burying wad u dun wan to know and think about. havent been thinking abt it much lately. but somehow, when getting along together brings back images... am i doing it the wrong way? no courage to persue wad i want? just want things to be like it is... anyway... kinda enjoyed myself yesterday. was so much better den expected. shall post some photos up for memories sake when i got them =)thinking thinking... how would all our life be like in 5 or 10 years to come? wad would each individual of us be doing? wonder me too....still, i should be happy and grateful for the past 5 weeks ever since sch starts...a number of days out, clubbing, chillout with nice ppl... happy=) from now on i should learn to appreciate and be thankful for the things, ppl, and everything that happened in my life.
what we could have been, 6:04 AM.
Monday, September 15, 2008
sending off
what we could have been, 12:00 AM.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
afresh!~
been really some time since my last update.
think it's kinda gd news tat i nv tot of blogging. well, its start of a new sem. people who are on exchange are almost gone! left are those few whom i get to see in sch. like wad others say, tis sem gonna be a plain boring sem! but i've got to make it interesting and fun.
many memories flash thru my mind tis month, from the start of sep, the day A and me got together, B's bdae, while thinking of A and B, C flashes thru my mind too...but should rest them all at the back of my mind now... dun hav to dig them out when unnecessary...
i wanna live life to the fullest...
bro has been enlisted. has been waiting for the day to come. finally, its his big day... but wasnt happy at all, but kinda sad for him. the hidden terror training ground seems unusally calm, just like some storm gonna take place after the parents, frens and families are gone. hearing wad other guy frens says, its not like wad u see in there. its a torture... feel really upset for my little one. who has been pampered, been showered with care and love from his family and frens. always been papa's precious since the day he's born. just hope everything goes well for him... 10th of sep... end of his initial stage of torture... till then....
tat aside, went for the bash, know new frens, went for marcus's bdae, tho attnd wasnt fantastic, but hope he enjoyed himself. joyce's flew on sunday, supposedly on saturday but flight was cancelled due to the weather. she should hav settled down oredi by now. next up would be juz... 10 more days to his flight to japan...
what we could have been, 10:19 PM.